Who I am

I hate to feel cheesy.

I hate to feel like I am doing something just to impress someone.

Everything I do has to be for me, or I can't live with myself.

I am not who I want to be, and I am trying to become someone I wish I could be.

I am not who I am acting like, and I feel fake.

So do I keep trying?

Or is it better to be true to who I am right now?