Who I am

I hate to feel cheesy.

I hate to feel like I am doing something just to impress someone.

Everything I do has to be for me, or I can't live with myself.

I am not who I want to be, and I am trying to become someone I wish I could be.

I am not who I am acting like, and I feel fake.

So do I keep trying?

Or is it better to be true to who I am right now?

What if?

What if I am not what you think I am?

What if I disappoint you?

What if I do something I know better than to do?

What if I am hated by everyone?

What if I get fat?

What if I never find the right boy?

What if I make a fool of myself?

What if I fail?

What if I am not strong enough?

What if I embarrass you?

What if I am obnoxious?

What if I do it anyway?

What if I have fun?

What if I love life?

What if I am healthy

What if I got good grades?

What if I fall in love? 

What if I am popular?

What if I stand for what I believe in?

What if I win?

What if i worry too much... ;)