Saturday, March 19, 2016

76.6%



I went on a date today, where the guy I was out with said "You can pretty much sum up what’s important to me in three words; Family, Food, and the Gospel".
Same here.

Going to LDSBC is the best. One time for one of my homework assignments I was asked to do complete the Christ-like attribute activity in Preach my gospel.  I never could have anticipated the impact that this assignment would have on me.

It sparked my curiosity to see how I’ve changed since I’ve been home from my mission, and the results were very eye opening.

 I completed the activity, and after adding up my answers and calculating percentages my highest percentages were in the attributes of Knowledge, Hope, and Humility; my lowest were Virtue and Patience.
Wait... WHAT? I was shocked! Virtue and Patience are my lowest?! Those two attributes are so very important to me! How can they be the ones I possess the least? I was suddenly swarmed with sudden desires both to laugh and cry. After the first sense of shock wore off and disappointment began to set in, I recognized that I needed to take a step back and look at the results more logically and less emotionally.

I looked at my lowest percentage of a Christ-like attribute. It is 76.6%. 76.6% is like a C, which is not the worst thing ever! So I must be doing somethings right! 76.6% of the time I am Virtuous and Patient! When I look at it this way, it rings much more true in my heart, and I feel more optimistic about improving.
I’m not perfect, nor have I ever claimed to be. I am glad to know what my strengths and weaknesses are. This way I know where I need to focus my efforts to change and spiritually grow.

Saturday, January 30, 2016

Living with Bipolar Disorder



No, Bipolar Disorder is not when someone has a bunch of different personalities in their brain. Neither is it when people hear voices. It’s not something that can be seen simply by a few interactions with someone. It is a subtle, but difficult, mind disease. It’s a hormone imbalance, and it causes extreme emotions and frequent mood swings.  It mostly affects the individual with the disorder and their family. My father was diagnosed about 2.5 years ago; but he is so much more than bipolar. He is the greatest friend, the bestest dad, and my favoritest crazy person. <3